Chasing Pavements

Things are just a major blur.... I feel like Im holding on by just a thread. My emotions are going hay-wire and I feel lost.

This morning, in the midst of my worrying and complaint. I soon realize that my pride has gotten the best of me.  Ive been relying on myself...I trusted my own knowledge, my own decisions to lead MY life. I thought, " God dosen't know what I want,  He will mess everything up."

My pride has also caused me to stop running the race(1 Corinthians 9:24).  Im stagnant. stationary.  still. useless.

My sinful desires became my god.   Instead of running towards the true God,  I ran to these idols.  They could not quench my thirst.  My hunger left unsatisfied.

Proverbs 5:22
The evil deeds of a wicked man ensnare him; the cords of his sin hold him fast.

My chasing my sinful desires....Im chasing pavements.  It leads me no where.

By God's grace, He has revealed my heart.  By his blood, im cleansed.  By Him, im set free.  Through Him, im able to run again